it's too hard to live
too hard to try
too hard to stay
too hard to die
but I won't say goodbye
this cut lets me know
I'm still alive
alive and well
not ready to dive
willing to thrive
but I feel so deprived
so I slice again
hoping it will mend
the bleeding inside
the fake and the lies
the hurt and my pride
but it won't, why?
and so my blood drips
and my eyes start to slip
I'm falling down
onto the ground
into a hole
and I've lost my soul
I start to cry
but I want to try
I don't want to die
maybe one day I'll fly
with all the birds in the sky
but until then still
I can't lose my will
I have to pay this bill
I can't stand here, ill
I must do it and I will
no more suicide
Author notes
This is about being against death and suicide. yeah, it's a serious issue, as usual.
good?
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this is very entrancing
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thank you very much for the kind words.
[bows] I really appreciate it.
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