really long one

This is a poem
'bout the worst torture of all
the torture of love
the rise and the fall

Becoming one
from what was once two
the combining of
me and of you

This feeling is just
just one you must
one you must trust
this feeling is just

Indescribable
Undeniable
A feeling of greatness
yet later a mess

you get real close
get torn apart
then it feels
like you've lost your heart

you feel no more love
like god is gone
gone from above
then a new dawn

you feel hope is lost
you just want to cry
you want to end your life
quite simply just die

I put the knife to my throat
I fell its too late
the blood starts to pour
thinking this must be fate

My blood starts to pour
into a puddle on the floor
then opens the door
time to even the score

the blood just then stops
it must be an angel
i swear on my life
from heaven she fell

tears in my eyes
"what are you doing
your heart is broke
but why are you ruing?

"My life is so bad
I'm getting so sad
I'm just so mad
I can never be glad"

"I've had my heart broken
had it torn apart
I was meant to die
Right from the start"

Loss of a love
A very minor thing
For losing a love
is a temporary thing"

"How can you say that
How can it be true
Clearly it's never happened
At least not to you"

"I've loved and I've lost
all at a cost
I sat at my post
hurting the most"

"So you know why I quit
Why i can't finish it"
"you're having a fit
quite simply that's it"

"It wasn't meant to be
Why couldn't I see
She never loved me
I'm down for the three."

"I knew in my head
our love it was dead
everything he said
He had made his own bed"

"But" I just said
for I could say no more
my heart it had hurt
but this woman made me soar"

For once I was calm
I felt I was protect
I simply had stood
tall and erect

No confusion at all
Not feeling I'd fall
once again standing tall
awaiting her call

I knew i got more
Than I had bargained for
This tale became lore
This woman I adore

I knew it was fate
A 10 I would rate
on this date
I met my soul-mate