going home

going home
seeing things once known
not realizing what you have
until its all gone
memories of people
who used to be close
now times have come and gone
just standing in a daze
trying not to
faze out in the clouds
dying out
without the shout
foolish rhymes
trying to kill out the times
never really putting a stamp on pain
just ignoring and walking by
trying to just push away
getting rid of pain
attaching to one
and releasing from all the others
seeing how foolish i am
ive done this before
i remember this feeling
its happening all over again
im losing everyone
just like i did
a few years ago
when one broke a heart
my life fell apart
now my hearts still in tatters
and i dont want to pick up the pieces
just leave them on the floor
and wak out the door