Streaks of blood run across my skin
where i draw the blade again and again.
the blood drips from my fingers,i lick them dry.
i cant explain it.i cant say why.
my pain is my own is all i can say.
i control the depth,i control the slay.
the brilliant color against my skin,
a work of art i repeat so often.
my world of confusion slows right down
when the blade i use brings me round.
clearing my thoughts to one main focus
letting me hear only one of the voices.
control;control is all i need
watch the blade,make it bleed.
lick the blood,deepen the cut.
use a small needle,stitch it shut.
let it heal,do it again
control my pain?its just my skin.
cc.
Please tell me what you think
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When you have been hurt so often, and hurt in such a bad way that the only way to stop the hurt, the pain is to bleed the pain out of your body. That is sad when one has to resort to such as that, to bleed yet control the flow of pain. This bleeding thing is not something new, for it was used way way back in human history to cure the body of whatever was afflicting it. I did noticed in some spots you have not used your shift key and your i's are not capitalized, other than that, a fine write, with pained emotions. Thanks for sharing.
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i soooooooo relate to this. i started cutting a lil over a month ago. i cant explain the relief it gives but it does seem to focus all your pain to one thing and you control it. you expressed what i feel.
a heartfelt piece hun.
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Heartfelt!!
Your personal way to release pain. It may be too impossible to cry, but I understand and know that this is what you currently believe to be your "only" way to get relief from whatever pain you have endured in life. Please keep writing, it is soooooooooo important to get the feelings out of your head. I wish all the best for you my friend.
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