Gleaming silver by my side,
Comforting this loneliness within.
No one by my side to catch me,
No one to say any comforting words.
I don't know how to keep living,
This pain is to much to bear.
Without you by my side,
I don't think I can go on.
My world is turned upside down,
Cutting and drugs, my only solaces.
I'm a royal mess and what do I do?
Run to anything that will make me better.
Blood temporarily releives my pain,
Cocaine allows me to be numb.
I may be killing myself but who cares,
No one wants me around them anyways.
This pain I don't know how to fight,
I don't know how to keep standing strong.
My heart has been broken,
My fears have all came back again.
Darkened nights leave me screaming,
Trying to fight away the night terrors.
Waking up screaming and crying,
No one there to hold me, calm me dowm.
If this is how my life is,
I don't want to live it anymore.
I'm sorry I can't be strong anymore,
I will kill this pain, one way or another.
Author notes
A poem that i wrote about drugs and cutting...
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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wow
totally real and heavy. I've been through my own personal hell. and I can say that what I felt when I read this was real. good job
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wow hun very good. but you know I want you here and I dont want you to hurt yourself anymore! I LOOOOOOOOOOVE YA and behave or else this is really powerfull and you do want to live why because well you just do...what would you do without me
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very strong poem... life can be VERY hard and its VERY tempting to just fuck around and not care. all actions have consequences though. and some actions cause consequences such as cutting and drugs. well i got off subject but i love the poem!!!
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