I tried to be strong, stand and fight,
The truth is, I can't anymore.
Without your love I will not live,
Without you by myside, it hurts to much.
I'm not strong enough,
My heart has been broken.
There is no room for mending,
All I am is a dirty tramp anyways.
I hate myself for what I've become,
Yet I know, I'm not worth anything.
You made me beleive together would be forever,
Now I'm left alone with only my blade.
The only one who cares anymore,
My razzor will always be by my side.
She won't turn her back, leaving me,
Alone without anyone who cares.
She can help heal my pain,
Allowing me an inch of hope.
Fuck this battle called life,
Sex at least makes me feel good.
My insides are frozen numb,
My heart left broken, you can't fix it.
There is no one left who cares,
Fuck it, Tonight is the end.
Author notes
A brutally honest poem about my feelings right now and how my blade and cutting is the only one i can depends on all the time..the only one who has always helped me and never turned her back on me...
Please tell me what you think
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well hun you know you can always depend on me your my best friend for life and I really care about you. Im always here for you make sure you get this through your head. I may not be sharp but I am your best friend and I do love ya hun so be safe and see ya soon
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Wow! This poem really tells the readers how you are feeling. It's beautiful and scary at the same time.
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