Integrated Processing Of A Drained Person

Chorus:
Where is that scar that bled me up to this far?
And where do I go, to understand who you are?
How do I possibly even consider to brake when there's nothing more to take?
Is it to late? Or should I down in regret you make?
I tried so hard
To get through this broken shard
And all I've done is to come and have you discard..

verse 1:
I thought about it everyday and each time I don't know what to even say
Because I am wondering if we should leave it this way
Walking into your life
Every thought of you turns into a mental fight
Should I brake it up or have not have enough?
I did all I can
Still can't even comprehend
What lies beneath my memories

Bridge:
Can you tell me whats going on-
Without any destruction?
Because I need another minute to keep thinking I am strong

verse 2:
Promise I will be leaving soon
Promise I will be isolating myself from you
I will someday find no reason to resume

verse 3:
What have I done?
Hated and degraded on just no one
Where was the fun that led me into none?
Where is my refund when I never even got some?
Was it worth to even come?
(Was it even worth?)
(Was it even worth?)
To make my own confusion
The day I stepped in
Is the exact day I became ruined

How is your mind
Just a reflection of mine?
Should I give it time
To even get the answer thats meant to fine
When all these words don't come close to define

When you see me walking
Don't pretend like you show a grain of sympathy
My agony will do all the talking
As I will twist my heart on my knees
You
Saw it and did not treat
Let the loser walk away with the defeat
And thats my happy ever after-

Chorusx2

Promise I will soon be gone
I will plan all the cancellation
For you-

Integrated into my life
Integrated into my life
Integrated into my life
Over and over
And wiped from my shoulders
What a sight