Jacob.

I write from the heart
that you have so carelessly torn apart
All the things that you’ve said
keep running through my head

This cant be true
we cant be done
I thought you were it
I thought you were the one

You said I could never be replaced
and that as long as I kept believing in you
we would be great
but I am coming to see that’s not true

After all of the love I have devoted to you.
I am lost
I don’t know where to turn.
I cant just wait and be hurt again
I really wished you could love me
the way you used to

I wish I didn’t have to hurt anymore
and I want so badly for this to be a dream
I could wake up and everything be back
to how it was before

We were so happy and so in love
but now you aren’t even sure if I’m for you
I cant breathe
I don’t know what to do.

Do I give up
Just walk away
I cant give up
My emotions will not sway

I seem crazy obsessive and insane.
I don’t know if I will ever return the way I came
because I refuse to be forgotten or replaced
I refuse to let you go back in the other direction

we have come to far and loved to much
to just quit now
I want to explain these feelings to you
But I just don’t know how.

Please forgive me for what I have done
I’m sorry I took you for granted
And I didn’t seem to be happy.
I’m just so sorry.