Tainted Friendship

It was you who made me feel at ease.
I could be myself and you would empathize.
In times of bear, in times of droll,
You were there for my mirth and my cries

You made me believe in my desires,
And taught me how to feel valued.
When I was with you my assurance transpired,
I never had a friend that was so true.

So where did we go wrong,
Could it be we were friends far too long?
Can’t understand how it turned so untrue.
When I really needed someone,
There was no one to turn to.

Never thought we would disintegrate,
Never thought it would end this way.
How is it that two best friends
Have caused such disarray.

I know it’s hard for you to convince
I can’t turn to you and it’s breaking my heart.
Got to do it for my own endurance,
Because this friendship is falling apart.

When I needed that emotion, you were not there.
When I needed your sympathy, you laughed in my face.
Sometimes when things were said and done,
They can never be replaced.

Now that were gone I have no regrets.
Through all the years I treasured like mad,
I will always look back and never forget,
The best friend I ever had.