True feelings of Nothing

Undeserving,I feel around you.
Like I am worth nothing,
A spec on your wonderful reputation.
An the way your words always seem to hurt me, like I wasnt a person of being.
The way I really do feel,
Its something more than you'll ever know.
But it wouldnt matter any ways.
I know that these feelings will all one day go.
Its the way that you look at me,
You make me feel so worthless.
Thats why I often look away.
I no longer feel any happiness .
Just know that I once did like you.
Even if I never let my true feelings show.
It was to hard to let you in,
I figured you wouldn't even care to know.
But I can't help but feel hatred, when your around.
It must have been for all the times you just said you didn't care.
I didn't want to hear it, even though it's true.
You make me wish that I were never even there.
So I will get out of your way now,
There isn't much more I think I should do.
If you ever just gave me half a chance.
Only if you ever knew.