I don't sleep.
Many reasons for doing so.
School.
Family.
Friends.
Love.
Leisure.
Thoughts.
Energy.
But the one that gets to me
Is the feeling.
It's something that can't be described
In simple words written on paper.
My explanation will be pitful,
But I'll at least attempt to spell it for you.
I want time to stand still.
(Easier than anticipated, but it needs thoughts)
I want nothing more than to sit here,
Not worry about tomorrow,
All of the lists that need to be checked off,
The errands that need running,
The tasks that need doing,
And most of all the pain that never leaves.
It has become this numbing sensation,
And I've become acustmed to it.
Why have I let it get this far?
To the point of where I don't sleep
Because dealing with it seems harder
Than doing all of the other stuff.
Why have I let this barricade build up?
Problem is,
Who's going to break it down?
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