World shattered

Meeting you eye to eye,
Not the first time my parents I defy,
My breath you stole with a glance,
Your kiss sending me into a trance.
Embraced my difference is what you did,
Making me feel more than just a kid.
Into your world I tredded through,
Thinking that you would be true.
My heart I gave, with a simple 'I love you'
Thinking of a future, with the phrase 'I do.'
So quickly did I fall into this bliss,
Then suddenly shattered, faded into a mist.
But with a simple move, you left me behind.
Not understanding, losing my mind.
Thinking that this was just a dream,
But to see my reality rip at the seam.
A world that I had already built, with you at the center.
Is nothing compared to what it was, a thorn, a splinter.
Now in the darkness I live with these scars.
My only friends, light, the stars.
I wish that I could hold you again, to bring me back to life.
But it seems I would rather end this torment with a knife.