A Collection of Thoughts

It started with you
Needing a fourth wheel
So I became that wheel
And I'm down to ride
Cause when I kick it with ya baby
I can't imagine no one else by my side
But I'll admit this now
I've been sold a time or two
And as much as I care
I still worry about shit
When it comes to you
Like how close is too close?
Should I let my walls crumble and fall?
Or should I just say fuck it,
And let go of it all?
See I'm confused baby...
Lost in my own tears
And even though you're nothing like them
I still think of the other men over the years
How they lied to get their way
How easy it was for them to get me to do
Whatever they say
And you have that power over me
And it scares me so much
Cause I already crave
Your smell, your taste, your touch
I really tried to take this one slow
But I'm scared one day
I may have to let you go
I know I'm thinking too far ahead
And I just need to chill
But being around you boy
That's my ultimate thrill
But when you tell me things
There's times I think of all the rest
So I guess this here is the ultimate test
I'm gonna trust that what you say is true
And try my hardest to put all my faith in you