>life

it is all happening again
this sudden blue takeing over
and i dont know what to do,
things are about to get crazy
babe can you just hang on a little while
as i get myself together again
will you try to understand
everything is a mess
and all out of hand
i need to take time and i need to understand
will you promise to just hold on
as i get things back in order
will you just give me a little time
i still want you to be mine
but everything is a mess
things are being put to the test
and i need to get through it all
babe i have to before i take a hard fall
nothing is right anymore
like i thought everything was
i cant be saved not even by your hugs
im hurting so much right now
but i will never show,
i will be strong ill try not to cry
but nothing in life is going the way i thought it was
i just need some time to think
i need to understand
but i also need to know
i will still have your hand
babe you can try to understand
i love you with everything i have
but right now i feel so alone
it feels like i dont have you
and it makes me want to cry, i dont understand why
im loseing faith in everything i do
and im so counfussed for im loseing faith in me and you
babe what can i do..?
i only want to make others happy but i feel like i only fail
i give and try still nothing is there
its like all i do is mess up
all i do is wounder why
right now i am so lost i can only cry
i think i have fallen
i think it has been done, and im stuck
i hate it to, i dont know what to do!
i have so many pepole so many i know care
still i feel so alone, what is my problem..?
why cant i see, i thought i was happy..!
so many things run through my mind from long ago and back in time
things with you and me, things with others
i just want to stop thinking i just want to go to sleep
but then i do i dream, and when i dream its all there too
my mind and heart are going there own ways
will someone tell me it will be ok
but on the other hand what good will it do
im stuck and feeling blue, babe i love you
will just hang on, till i get things back in hand
for right know i dont understand!