3 Months!!!
3 Fucking months since I last cut!!!
I am amazed! Usually it would be 3 hours before grabbing the razor again!
I've shown my true self by refusing its beautiful offer.
I would love for it to meet my flesh once again,
But I also think of the long run...
What would I tell my future kids when they ask how I got the scars I have?
I don't wanna encourage them to self-harm!
Why would I wanna fill they're heads with painful memories!?
Its the toughest thing I've ever had to do!
Thinking before cutting!
3 months ago I would have easily grabbed the razor and cut 12 lines in 2 seconds flat without a care!
But now I realise I'm better off without its poison!
So, well done me! I came out the better person!
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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wow, i kno its hard but im proud of you for stopping. you're a really good writer. Keep it up cuz i love reading your work.
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stopping is way hard. the first month was my hardest. its been now about 3 months now. yes sometimes i wanna grab the razor again but I do think its making me a better person now. I'm proud of you.
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Wow Three whole months....... I always found that the third week was the hardest........ I havnt cuttt since November I believe..... Sadly, my birthday..... LOL its like a bday prezzie to myself.... How sad am I!
Yea its great to finally be free from it all,,,,, Its trickier sometimes.......
Ya know, I should really get round to talking to you again on MSN!
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Proud of you Lara you r doing great keep up the good work and if u ever need to talk u know how to find me
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