Falling down into myself
i can only feel the grief you brought
i loved you for what you were
yet now my soul will never be caught
have you ever seen a child die
within all grace and beauty they fall
innocence is all behind their smile
but when defiled they loose it all
dying in my arms
the blood running through my hands
my child crying upon my shoulder
from the pain brought from contraband
evil lurking from her stare
she brought the life to him
and took it away in despair
with the blood being the toll of sin
my child called her name in wonder
as he never expected she could do this to her
and within my mind i heard the thunder
of hatred lurking that started to stir
tears falling from my eyes
as i held my dead child
her evil stare still lurking
and my feelings defiled
feeling hollow inside
i care no more
the one thing i loved
taken forever more
holding the gun
towards her in pain
my child limp
and my life in vain
she took away my life
what i wanted for so long
and loved with out a strife
for he made me feel strong
turning the gun on her i aimed where it would hurt
shooting her in the side
the pain she gave reverted
and i hoped she would die
for i have nothing left to live for
i turn the gun on myself
stroking my childs hair one last time
and remembering what i had felt
the bullet taking away my pain
the last thing i had thought
was of you my beautiful child
and for you i had fought
my life now lost
into the blackened water of my own hell
my child is the light at the top of the shaft
holding me for this story to tell
Author notes
I wanted to write something that was so terrible that i could feel it and i feel so horrible when i find out about a child dying.
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