daddy

I smell chlorine from a pool, (my old apartments)
I taste copper in my mouth (i swallowed pennies when i was little)
I'm shaking cuz i'm cold (you gave me your jacket to stay warm)
when i was little i loved my covers untucked (you tucked them in anyways)

You made me cry, hate, and want to die.
You made me understand guilt , horror, and mistakes.
You tough me how to know right from wrong regardless of what you ended up choosing.
(you'd always choose the bad one)
I loved you anyways but only my closest friends know.


Mot even you.
I'm so full of dreams, wants, but no way to get there, I've so much to learn still.


I know I've pushed you over the edge, and you've pushed me over mine, but why does it have to be like this?






Victor?(rip)
Dend him home for my mom?
Please?