Degauss

This is the day I start over
A vindication of sorts
But for now I’m the same person
I still have the same memories
The same things tag along
Names, faults, games, etcetera
I’m still starting over
In one way or another
Because I’ve found the things in life
That are most important to me

No more bad habits
No more procrastination
No more sleeping in
No more giving up

It’s a hard thing to do
But it’s definitely worth it
In the end, I’ll be a new man
Or at least a new young man
And maybe I’ll be happier
Maybe I’ll beat this emotional repression
Put it to rest, end this constant therapy session
The therapy of everyday life
It doesn’t work to well
Then again, most therapy doesn’t
But once I’m new, it’ll be in the past

No more anger
No more pain
No more sorrow
No more hatred

Maybe when I start over
This war will end
But who am I kidding
One person can’t change something
So big and out of control
But at least my own war
Of hatred, lies and stupidity
Will finally end
I’ll yell out “So long friend,
I knew thee well,
You’re just too much for me and my sanity”

No more fighting
No more lying
No more regret
No more stress

It’s good to find love
In the things and people you enjoy most
Especially when they’ll exist with you forever
‘Till death do thee part
Especially in another person
Mon amoure de toute ma vie
I’ll never leave her
And once I become this new young man
She’ll be begging for all I have to offer

But no more suffering
No more crying
No more
No more hang-ups

It’s hard, starting over
But starting over is the best thing to do
You’ll never regret starting over
All it takes is the love of another
And something as important as time
To realize starting over is of great recommendation
It’s not necessary
It’s not mandated
But once you start, you’ll feel elated
You lose all sense of life
Leaving everything behind
Then you come back to the things
You love and admire
Doing your best to avoid everything else
Living in solemn sincerity and sanity
Finding life should always be so simple
Then you’re back to reality
And you face all your fears
Fulfilling that feeling
You’ve been trying to fulfill for years

No more glaring
No more sharing
No more staring
No more caring

Outrageous intent
The intent to start over
The outrageously outdated action
To which I’ll devote my life
Mind, body and soul
The essentials to the essential decision
The tools for escaping this pool of lies
The bloody horror of this bloodshed life
I’ll never live on in strife again
“So long friend” I’ll repeat to my memories
And start to start over
To become what I should be