All this time, all these nights, and I still shed eternal tears for you
You took my heart and made me soar.
Making me believe that love was real, that it was worth believing in
You told me many time that you loved me dearly, that I was the only one
You pledged your love, speaking of only giving it if you meant it, which you said you did
Looking deep into my green walled eyes, seeing through the shields to see the real me
I told you things that I would have had to be crazy to tell anyone else
I told secrets that no one should hear, you stood by side and held me close
How could you have led me so blind?
What was it that gave you the intentions?
You stole my virginity, though I forgave foolishly
Why did I not see the signs? It was all a game to you
I loved you with all that I could give; foolish that I thought I had your heart
You lied with every fiber of your being, knowing that you had a fiancé
You broke my heart that day, when I called and she answered
When I stood in your driveway, trying to understand why
The whole time, you were with her, when you were at work…it was her
It has been many days, nights, months, and a year since that happened
Still, you haunt my thoughts, for I loved you and you broke my heart
I no longer love anymore; fear of someone breaking my heart…afraid of another you
I’ve had many boyfriends and one fiancé since then
Not once did I fall in love where my heart would soar
Why did you put me in this state?
Now I must live with never knowing love for fear of a broken heart
Pieces still upon the floor, hopes of a knight to heal
I search among those you tell, looking for the one who doesn’t lie
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