I'm looking through old messages,
Coming to realize I miss her so much.
We said we'd never leave eachother.
We were so close.
What happened?
I let my fucking pride get in the way.
What the fuck was I thinking?
I used to be captivated by her every word,
Enthralled at her indescribable beauty.
Hours would pass with only visions of her
To accompany my lovestruck mind.
I still find that happening from time to time.
But she's no longer mine,
So the thoughts are darker, danker.
More depressing, in other words.
They say love is blind,
So I cut out my eyes.
Now I can't make my way through the dark
That I've put myself in.
I'm shaking so bad I can hardly type.
I'm in a grip of emotion.
I fucked everything up.
Five months later, and I still can't forgive myself.
Maybe I never will.
Here's to you, sweater.
Or not.
Memory is a motherfucker.
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Amazing, as always.
Dear god.
I remember when you deleted me, and I went through all of our old messages, and cried, and wondered what had happened to us.
I'll still never forgive myself for hurting your feelings.
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Ok yeah I wish my guy would write this actually I wish my guy would say anything that has to do with his emotions really nice I hope you get over her
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