I found myself deep in thought
So odd to be so surrounded by others
It is an emotion that can't be caught
Where I go and what I change
I am always stuck in this wretched cage
The howling wind always comes
And takes away the ones I love
Why it comes for me, I do not know
Sometimes I pray that my soul should go
And leave my body in an open street
Maybe then I might find some peace
Being lonely is not bad, but not always good
I will slowly be replaced I am sure
A new place with better people, What am I?
To hold her here
She rules my thoughts night and day
Consequence free I shall find a way
To love her endlessly for all days
I know you will read this eventually,
Take heart though because I love you.
In all things and forever I will be here
Should you so want, I am just so lonely today
And I don't know why, the world is turning
And I can't even make the sun rise
Tomorrow will be better I promise
And that is an oath I will not break
As long as I can I will make every tomorrow better
I promise.
So while you are way, shutting me from your mind
Know that you have my blessing, at any time
You must get to your greatest dream
Your heart is the only thing I will ever need.
You have mine always and forever. I promise.
Author notes
I just feel so down and depressed right now. I know you must go and I will not fight it because I know no matter how much I could beg it wouldn't be enough, even if I wanted to. I just want to rip what I want from the world and not care about the rest of anything. It is strange for me to be so sad, it has been a long while, but I still love you more! I promised to love you forever, and I don't break promises. Even though I haven't bought you a car yet. Don't be lonely while you are away, I am lonely enough for the world and I will see you soon. And when that time gets here, at that moment, you will have never left and the world will be that much closer to perfect again.
Love,
Puppy
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My dearest love....please don't be sad. You shall never ever be replaced, you can't, it's impossible. I know I said I shut you from my mind, that's only because if I thought about you all the time I'd go crazy wanting to be always within your embrace. The truth is I often think of you when I'm happy and having a good time because when we're together it's always that way. I love you!! I'm yours always & forever, remember I promised too.

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you have always wrote excellent poetry this was another great piece..so sorry you feel down things will turn out the way they are ment to be..



