Pain

This is torturing me!

You say everything will be fine.

But I know better!

You say nothing will happen and you will come back.

But why did you say it in the first place?

This is killing me!

Knowing you could die at anytime.

But I know you can't get out now.

Every single minute waiting for you is *bunny* PAIN running through me!

Knowing you could be dead and nobody would notice.

You could die so many ways.

But there's one that gets me.

If they said to kill me, you would say no and kill yourself.

Why would you do that for a girl like me?

That gets me.

I'm not worth it.

But when you come back a wave of relief sweeps over me.

Knowing you are okay.

But tomorrow might be different.

We might not have the same happy ending as the day before...