Obviously Oblivious

And this really hurts now,
But I wouldn't trade this feeling
For the world.

Such a bitter taste,
Mixed with a sweet flavour
I cannot deny.

I can't remember exactly
Why,
I'm not sure about anything anymore,

But as I sit here I know one thing,
I'm missing you terribly.

Are you still oblivious?

I miss you quite terribly,
Can't explain it
But it hurts more than anything
Else ever has;
Ever.

I'm hurting so terribly,
I miss you,
It's really true.

So badly aching
Inside,
But it's really only because
You are the apple of my eye.

I can't hold in my tears,
I'm worried about you,
For every minute
I don't see you,
Another tear drips down my face,
Rolling off my cheeks,
Down onto the new chiffon dress
I bought last week.

And I,
Can't stop myself,

But I wouldn't trade you for the world.

You are what I look forward to on the cold days,
Everyday,
Doesn't matter why
Or even when.

Obliviously.

I need to be by your side,
To see you at night,
To know you'll always be here.

Obviously.

That's all I ask,
And as I sit here,
I miss you quite terribly,
It hurts so terribly,
And I wonder
If you're hurting this way too..

And part of me hopes not,
But the other side hopes so.

Obliviously.

And I don't know anymore,
But maybe it's best not to
Know too much.

Anymore,
Anymore.

Obviously.

Every time you go,
I spend every moment
Thinking of you,

Can't get you off my mind,
Even when I sleep,
It's for you and me.

Obviously

Oblivious.

And the way I feel
When you come back
Each day,
It makes me feel
so...

Warm and tingly inside.

And it's

Almost like you're oblivious,
I hope you're not oblivious,

I act the same way,
But I hope some how,
You can see
I need you

Maybe even more so now.

I know you know I worry about you,
And I know you worry about me too.

Must you be oblivious forever?
Or is that what makes you you?

I wouldn't change it but..

As I sit here,
I'm missing you,
Never really missed anyone like this before,
Even though I know you're at the other end of the phone.

The moment you hang up,
I remember why.

And this feeling
Grows inside again,
Voiding me of meaning.

Obliviously.

And as I sit here,
I miss you so badly,
I feel lonely,
Even when I'm surrounded by faces,
Because you are not
One of those faces.

I want you to be the only face in the party,

But I don't know anymore,

Anymore,
Anymore.

Still too obviously oblivious.