♥Borderline Personality♥

the flame of the candle
your spark lit inside of me
is dimming down
it's fading out
you've all got me going around in circles
that are turning into ovals
that could swallow me whole
this visionary, the revolution
dissolving my mind
seeing throught the eyes of a devil
pleasure is pain
pain is pain
all a miracle
because the numbness is overwhelming.
maddening. the voice of an angel.
my angel.
bleeding and screaming.
twisting, writhing
wishing for blindness;
my eyes MUST be lying
what is that monstrosity
lurking in the dark?
beast-like and sorrowful
gaping holes as its eyes?
oh,it's naught but a mirrored reflection
but i see what others cannot.
i see inside.
and what inhabits this soul is nothing nice
black crows
and black clouds
with twisted,bare,black trees
lightning feebly killing her
as the thunder rumbles
and the walls begin to crumble
and in the darkness of her mind
she stumbles
and falls
  and falls
    and falls
       and falls
but where goes the body?
what?no where. she's sitting right in front of you.
dead?not sure
living?hardly!
quickly!
the remedy for failure?