What did I do, to deserve the lies you have told?
After all we have been through, how is it so easy?
The words, falling from your lips
Deceiving me, without a flinch
Why? I can’t begin to describe, the hurt
The pain, crushing my soul, turning my thoughts
How? I can’t understand how.
Fallacies, intentionally told, lies
I’m dying inside, there is hardly anything left
It's hard to even draw in a breathe,poison fills my lungs
I prayed to God, that he would let me die
Every beat of my heart hurts so much more than the last
I hate you for doing this to me, without regret
Leave me alone; be gone from my sight
You are the person you always said you hated
A cheater, a liar, a whore
You’re nothing to me, filthy
You’re dead in my book, you no longer exist
Never show your face to me again
Author notes
Listening to sad music can really put a damper on a party. Life kind of sucks for me right now. I've been down and dont really have a friend to turn to. Even writing doesnt help. This is all a figment of my imagination, just a way to get the words that are sufficating me out on to paper.
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Don't know why this one stuck out to me when I went thru your list of poems...maybe because we have both been hurt and both have turned to this site,to vent our pain.
You got through it, we always do, together, we stand....STILL. How lucky we are to have each other. 
There are still so many from those days,that are still tight,still strong....we are blessed.
Love you~
Deena
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xoxo
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There is a balance in life that has to happen. Nothing is one or the other but an equal measure of both. If we entertain hatred, we become hatred. Go the opposite way dear soul. Take love under your wings and fly.
This poem wrenches the heart and leaves me with my mouth agape. There is already enough pain in the world without one striking themselves with it. Let it go. Whomever has mistreated you...that is their problem, they will suffer the consequences (karma) from purposely hurting someone that they should have shown love to. Let this go so that you can grow ever strong by being past it.
Very powerful work. A very intense poem. I am fairly new on this site, just under two days. I can be a friend if you wish, just to listen. God always sends someone to help another.
Blessings & Light
Candice
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Life is dual by nature and as such both it and we will go through an endless series of good times and bad. The only thing certain is change and so in knowing that we need only hang on until the change comes to take us from the hurt once more, which it must. For that which is perfect can not grow. To be flawed is to be human and every single person we know will betray us at one time or other during our life, for circumstances will prevent, irregardless of whether they would like to be there for us or not. Each trial makes us stronger and while we can never control those actions that come into our life, we can control the REactions we have to them and therein lies our greatest strength through the power of choice.
tick faster there
speed away the pain
unveiling new day
Hugs...Eddy
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I know how it feels, to be completely alone, and have no one on your side. it is painful for the time being, but you will soon rise above. Best of luck to you.
L.
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