No One Told me I was Supposed to Have the Answers

Do you think your insane
Well do you feel pain
Or are we both just part of the same
Do you yell when your mad
Do you breathe in a bag
Do you count till ten until the blood drains
If we stepped off a cliff do you think we'd get hurt
We'll imagine its not there, do you think itll work
I dont know now nor did I ever
Maybe I'll remember when I standing over the weather
If hard work will beat genius then why aint I winning
Im falling apart and my pride is dimming
I run far away but Id kick myself in the end
Cos I have no worth and I got no friends
The only thing I own is the will to fight untill Im dead
Did you get my last letter
Do you think your getting better
Then why are we still here conversing?
If your my left and Im your right
Then why is there going to be a fight tonight
And are we fighting if were one in the same
Or is my condition just worstening
Will I give up or will I try
Will I suceed or will I die
Will I anylize will I lie
Will I laugh will I cry
Should I move toward the light
Or wash away with the tide
Obsesion again, your wrong again
Broke my heart again, or left it off again
The cap on the lense
My own lack of sense
Is eating me... Like a pack of ravinous rogue wolves
and Ill remain... The one locked in opposite pulls
and I will gain... sense of worth Ive never know
and When your gone Ill go, cos there'll be no reason to move on
My brain is there but mind is gone
So is it any wonder why I do it all wrong