I fucking hate you

I fucking hate you
I hate the way you can't do anything right
Your life is going great and you fuck it up
You sabotage yourself until everything is all wrong
You have great classes, friends, family
But you purposefully pull yourself down
Trying to kill yourself because of all the pain
The overwhelming pain that won't ever go away
You stopped all the bad habits
The drugs, cutting, burning, all that shit
Things were going great
But you cut yourself down
Thats why I fucking hate you
I will always hate you
I will always hate myself