Free

The craving is gone
Along with the desolate satisfaction
All the deceiving and misleading bonds now broken
Now in their place I find a warm feeling
An attraction to life I once thought I’d never posses again
This breath I have recaptured now I know won’t be my last
I’m fortunate to have been saved
I was fading fast
The emptiness I’ve felt
I hope to never experience again
For I know that that emptiness dwelled in a very hollow place in me
Slowly I will fill my mind, body and soul With the beauty and knowledge
I once thought I’d lost forever
That beauty, that was the real me
That knowledge that was the dream of who I’m meant to be
All the demons I once harbored
Of those demons I am now free
I have denied Death and gratefully accepted Life
Kind of hard to fathom why it was such a hard decision?!