I fucked up
I ruined my life
I ruined someone else's life
I destroyed it beyond repair
He won't even look at me the same way
He doesn't talk to me the same
I can't even get a real hug anymore
I fucked it up
I'm so unuse to good things
That i walked away
I left someone who loved me
Loved me more than anymore
For no reason
I listened to my mother
I let her get to me
And I fucked up because of it
I listened to society
And killed a part of me because of it
I ruined someone else
Because I wasn't strong enough
And he was
He was all that I wanted
Yet I gave it up
And here I sit
Crying to my cat that doesn't understand
Becasue I fucked up
I fucked up
I fucked up
I fucked up
I let go when I should have held on
I tell everyone "I'm fine"
"I'm ok"
And not becasue I am
Because I was taught to do that
Because I was taught not to cry
I was taught to be independent
I was taught to de the right thing
Even if everyone was agianst me
Yet I still fucked up.
Author notes
sorry about the curseing, I had to.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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Hey Chea *hugs her*
How come I can always really connect with your pieces in regards to my own experience? Even if I couldn't, you can really feel the emotions in this piece.
I'm sorry and I hope it gets better soon. And it might take a while, a long while. But it'll get better over time. And take the time to not be okay when you can, because you deserve to express and feel all of your feelings. It helps get over things faster if you aren't holding it in too long.
Lovvies you,
Alex -
WOW,
SWEETIE THIS IS POWERFUL, AND SO MUCH FEELINGS WITH IN AS WELL, I SURE CAN FEEL THEM 4SURE!!!
BUT HAY THIS IS A REALLY GOOD WRIGHT, I AM SORRY FOR WHAT EVER HAD HAPPENED, I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER.
&& KNOW THAT [EVERYONE] FUCKS UP, ITS LIFE AS MUCH AS I HATE TO SAY IT,
BUT I ONLY HOPE FOR THE BEST FOR YOU SWEETIE, MUCH LOVE..XOXOXOX
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