My turmoil.
I feel so soiled.
Being pulled in too many directons.
With out the blessings it's tearing me apart.
I am too strong for this.
I am at a part where it gets to my heart.
I wonder which road to turn down next.
As the lord always says keep him first and pray.
I know I shall never stray but the process is hard, oh my god.
I still want you here. I want you to stay.
Right now I am feeling weak so I need you to carry me a little way.
AMEN
