I smelled her perfume today, it was just like she was there,
I look at others with their bestest friend to me this isn't fair,
She should have never died in that accident but she did,
All of this bitter sadness & anger I try so hard to rid,
I Loved her so much she was like a sister to me,
No matter what forever in my heart she will be,
It gets so hard to live without her presence here,
Everyday is a struggle sometimes sobbing others a tear,
I keep looking trying to find her amidst but never could see,
She was a wonderful person full of life that has been set free,
Tomorrow will be the fourth month for upon that date,
Was the day she passed on her life saved far too late,
God called her home her injuries were so bad,
The day my heart was stabbed for the third time & made me sad,
Why her? Why should she leave? This I'll never know,
Sometimes the questions continually start to grow,
I guess God needed her more than I,
For everytime I need her I look for in the sky.
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I MISS YOU VICKI, I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT TOMORROW WILL BE 4 MONTHS SINCE SHE HAS PASSED ON... THE PAIN FEELS LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY, I MISS HER A LOT. I SMELLED HER PERFUME TODAY & I KEPT LOOKING FOR HER, MY ANGEL WHO IS IN A BETTER PLACE --- SURE IS LONELY HERE.
Written October 2nd, 2003
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WOW! All I can say is WOW. This is so sad and it must have been really hard for you to let her go. I wish that you didn't have to go through all of this pain. I'm really sry. This is really a really good write. Keep writing.
~~Katie~~
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What a beautiful write, hun, Vicki was taken too soon, but her life still lives on in your heart, and I am sure she is so glad that she had you in her life - having you as a best friend is one thing that she will treasure forever. Truely stunning work - keep them coming
Much love to you
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Oh honey!! I am so very sorry that this has been so hard on you. Try to remember that she is in a better place now, and she is happy. She wants you to be happy too. She will always be in your heart, and when you need her, she will be there for you. Keep up the great writes hon, I look forward to the next.
Much love to ya!!
~~Mary Anne~~
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thats so sad wets what should i do to make you lough but i am happy coz you said
I guess God needed her more than I,
wets thats life sometimes so nice sometimes lok so terrible i kow that,i wish you happy always with your wonderful poem.
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Heart Wrenching
A boy genius was asked what advice he'd give the rest of us and he said, "You will drive yourself crazy asking why." I know I have and I always do best if I just let go and let God. Life is free will and sometimes within that freedom we make mistakes. Sometimes small mistakes and sometimes giant mistakes. But if we didn't have free will we'd be robots and alas we are not...we are individuals with free will who sometimes make mistakes that are too big to be fixed on earth...or those around us do...and we are taken prisoners of another person's mistake.... Sometimes emotionally and sometimes physically but all times painfully we deal with our own mistakes and the mistakes of others with a few natural disasters tossed in there. Life happens for it is life and it is free and we are free and sometimes all the right elements are in place and sometimes all the wrong elements are in place. So you prepare for the worst and hope for the best and put one foot in front of the other and let go and let God and never forget to count your blessings still left.
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