Caged

Locked up inside,
Chained to these walls.
There's no place to hide,
No place to live.
I need my own place,
A place for my head.

You've come and gone,
Throughout my life.
But I've stayed here,
Right by your side.
And no you say,
You've got no time.

How many nights,
Did I stay up with you?
Holding your head,
Whiping your eyes.
But now you tied me down,
And clipped my wings.

With a brand on my ankle,
And a burden in my heart.
I look at my body,
Naked, small, and white in my mirror.
But so mny red scars mark me,
And so much hate within my soul.

My eyes burn,
My heart sinks.
And no I realise,
What you "saw" in me.
Used and Abused,
I've been caged into your heart.

Only you hold the key,
And will you use it?
Only you can decide,
What will happen next.
So let me choke on my fat,
And deepen my scars.

You never loved me,
You never told the truth.
When Mum asked "Who did it?"
You always said.
All the blame,
The pointed fingers and punishment.

So I hold you tightly,
Refusing to let go.
I'm scared of the world,
I've been so alone.
Will it Hurt?
Will it Kill?

My Little Sister,
My inner flame.
Release me not,
Oh! Love me not.
We both know,
It's all my fault.