Moving On

Guess I believed
That you could relieve
All the loneliness and pain.

Guess I wanted your smile
'N that heart warming guile,
Thought nothing more precious to gain.

Then I found out you were a lying bitch.
Nothing but a corpse, belonged in a ditch.
Fake-ass smile permanently stitched,
Foulness as natural as a postmortem twitch.
Guess I shoulda buried you quick.

Guess I never kept track
Of the stabs in the back,
Until the blood soaked through.

Guess I never realized
What you really idealized
Was pain and suffering caused by you.

Your hypocrisy is a mockery,
The pain you caused was your ecstasy,
But I ain't takin’ no more'f your malignity.
I'm done, I'm through, fuck your hostility,
Hit the mat and go face reality.

Guess I never knew
I had anger too,
Until you unleashed it outta me.

Guess I never felt
This pissed off about
Anything until I fell into your schemes.

But now its time to step it aside,
Piss off away before you break my stride.
'Cus I don't got nothing to fucking hide.
I'm mad as hell, and I'd break your pride
Just to see you cry.

Guess I never wanted
All the things you granted,
Just went along to please.

Guess I never loved you,
In fact, I hate you,
So now I can move on in ease.

-Harrison Chu