The Right Choice

I call his name
But I don't see Him.
I try to be strong
Because He's my friend.
They say if He's lost
You're the one who moved.
How do I stay on track?
How do my love I prove?
I prayed once before
That I never leave your side.
I prayed so hard
Each night I cried.
I loved being by you
And confiding in you friend
But is this the Sweet,
But bitter end?
If I prayed for you
to not let me Leave
Did you just not answer my prayer?
Where my hopes being deceived?
I search for answers
To my everyday thoughts
And I cry to you in a whisper
It was my life that you bought.
Upon the cross
With your blood stained back.
It is my fault now...
It's MY faith I lack.
Call to me louder
Because I can't hear your voice.
Help me to finally
Make the right choice.