Skin stained tinted scarlet
woozy, dizzy, out of control
unimportant, not smart, not pretty
empty, little depressing soul
forgotten out the window,
snow drizzles a steady motion
puddles of red leaves,
from the that crazy girls commotion
eyes are so weary from nights not slept
stares away; eyes no one has met
stop the over thinking, try to forget
the afflict penetrating you
stop, start, twitch uncontrollably
check this brain, can guarantee
my insanity
not in pain, not afraid, not lazy
a whole bunch of crazy
like torn and frayed loose leaf
strangly hair, rotten teeth
tap tap tap of the fingers
mind zooms in and out
as the memory continually lingers
touch always binding me to you
frozen. dont know what to do
standing on the end of the line,
shh..rock yourself to sleep
another lie, im just fine
