A Lil' Note

there used to be this person
someone i used to know
but i screwed up badly
and lost that person who i loved
i never thought i'd find someone
like that ever again
but i did
i found you
you remind me of her though
her laugh
her smile
an deep inside
im glad i see you an not her
because when i think of her
all that bad times
come to life
all over again
an im sorry u know
if sometimes im scared
im going to lose you
its just ..
i used to trust her
i used to be close with her too
i used to think she'd be there forever
but i should have known that nothing lasts forever
but she left
moved, some where far away
but the memories of her never leave
the memories of what we had never go away
an alot of times i wish
they would just disappear
but then
i wouldnt have learned my lesson
but then
i wouldnt have you
so i guess that mistake was worth it
just promise me you wont leave me
no matter
how stupid
how insane
how crazy
life becomes
because right now..
i dont know what i'd do with out you