A trembling hand raises the gun
He puts it to his head
A lie is a lie; a fucked up truth
The trust became undone
Pictures fade but memories last forever
Yet it’s the memories that hurt the most
Tear filled nights and tear stained cheeks
Bleeding wrists and a chest cut deep
His heart hurts so much
Cut it out; get it out
Hearts are like glass they shatter and break
Loving him was his biggest mistake.
Numb and distraught
His world destroyed
From light to dark and sun to rain
Happiness gives way to pain
He pulls the trigger...
He wanted to save the world.
But how could he save the world when he couldn’t even save himself...
Author notes
I've just recently gone through a major upheaval in my life and at the moment everything seems to be flat lining. I literally tried to cut my heart out...i didn't want it anymore. Yer. I know you're probably thinking I'm a freak but I honestly don't give a shit. It just hurt too much.
Anyway...things seem to have been sorted out now and everything is just…numb. So we'll see how things go.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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Aww I just wanna hug you! Job well done xox
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you arent a freak you are normal but you've been through a lot. Great job though!
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Very sad and depressing but a Brilliant write! Great job!
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I know pain, and what I just read is full of nothing but pain. I was once there. I felt the same way. But I pulled everything together and forced myself to move forward in life. The pain will go away, but it will take time. The numbness that you feel right now is normal, its a step up from the pain. But I want to say this, don't allow your pain to define you. What do I mean when I say that? It means, don't give in to the many thoughts of suicide and other self-destruction. by doing that your letting your pain define you. You are a great person and you deserve happiness. So be happy! Pain is a part of life.
Great job in expressing your feelings.
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