Breakage

Tiredness
I no longer feel the numbness
behind these walls I hide
I know these rules
I must abide
by you

I can see
the mess surrounding us
can I just tear these flesh wounds
and mould them like dlay
why can't my form
mirror my desires?

the wall covers are changing
from peach to a mocha hue
a mist of changing faces
the puzzle pieces are moving
leaving no peace and quiet
and where's my piece of mind?

We can shadow dance
But I'm tired of playing the fool
I waited too long
to see if you would change
You won't, I kniow
still, can I pray anyway?

I'm scared to sing
just incase
a note ponders out of tune
whilst you wail on
contained, refrained
and so damn frustrated

Time to break free
see through my own eyes
let the censors'
sip a drnk too many
and let this evening slip
away from its memory