You bleed just like you puke when running the mile

I'll fake a simple smile
make it all seem ok
put together all the pieces
I told you they wouldn't fit the same
all the empty bottles
broken in the sink
reminders of all the lies
we denied to speak

forgive me for YOUR sins
and not hearing your cries
I took your sins
and made them MINE
I thought
nothing was worth losing me over
Nothing I said made it right
you lied till my mind ran out of questions

love..??
was so far out of the question

liar..??
every word you said
never had an ounce of truth

history..??
we NEVER happened
mourning I love you's
six feet under in a wooden box

You gave up so quickly
and didn't give me a chance
to explain my side,
you were the only one who hurt

Sarcasm is awsome isn't it??

I wasted my time and emotions
on YOU
Where were you're wasted emotions and time on ME

and even though i still hurt
I wouldnt trade
- a day
- a hour
- a minute
- a second
because i'm not better off
never knowing you
I admit it..

!!FINALLY!!

you can breathe now
because I stopped holding my breath
long ago

last three words:









i'm done healing

-♥->