as i realise
he was never there for me
i was only a nuiscance
a thing to keep him annoyed
and make him appreciate
how much he loved her and not me
and when they were apart
it was the best thing in the world
well, at least for me
but this thing that i prayed for
it has no effect
and this medication
i pray it takes effect
my hair not blonde
my waist not thin
everything he wants
shes his to win
but they were apart and how
i cheered
but im sure i drove him back to her by now
and maybe this isnt for the best
because my heart just isnt it
and i have other poems and words i wrote
that would have fit in better
but theres no point in repetition
just like a joke gets old
really fast
and after the 3rd telling
people are just annoyed
i am that 3rd joke
thats all i ever was to you
a joke
A contest entry
- closed for judging...LONELINESS. by Summer Dawn.
800 points, ended October 9, 2007, 20 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Comments
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it is true. some things can only be said so many times. but it helps in dealing with them in the end. once you have said all you can say, awareness and transition begin to take affect. love hurts, but you will heal.
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my hair not blonde
my waist not thin
everything he wants
shes his to win
********************* I really know how ya feel here.
tons of beauty to deal with and cant compare to what they want.
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