Lachrymose [lyrics]

Out in the darkness
loneliness resides
I want to escape it
can't you see my tears?
Almost hope you don't care
so you don't see me break down,
living in tragedy
cause I don't even know
where you are.

And when you close your eyes to sleep
do you see all the pain in your heart?
If only I could tell you that you're forever mine to keep
I'd swear I'd never let those haunting memories tear you apart.

Screaming your name
I can't find you anywhere
I want to embrace you
and hole you forever.
Almost hope you've forgot me
so you wont hear my cries,
living in tragedy
cause I will never know
where you are.

And when you close your eyes to sleep
do you see all the pain in your heart?
If only I could tell you that you're forever mine to keep
I'd swear I'd never let those haunting memories tear you apart.

I hope heaven treats you better than I ever could
you'll always be here in my heart and by my side where once you stood,
the only thing that's left for me is to live as you once said;
"I can't love you if I'm in constant fear of finding you somewhere dead"

And when you close your eyes to sleep
do you see all the pain in your heart?
If only I could tell you that you're forever mine to keep
I'd swear I'd never let those haunting memories tear you apart.