I Will Never Know You

I lay in bed beside him
Thinking of you
Pretending that maybe, just maybe
You and he are the same
But I know it is only a
Daydream

I'd never be awake without you
You'd always wait to make sure I was safe asleep
Your arms wrapped around me
An embrace that would say more than words ever could
I'd wake to your voice...

I'll never wake to your voice

Daydreaming of your eyes
Those beautiful blue eyes
Your long, dark hair
A soft whisper and touch
To gently wake me

Things I'll never know

What I wouldn't give
To spend one morning in your arms
A soft rain falling
Music playing in the background
And opening my eyes to see the man I love searching my very soul

A man I will never know

Envisioning you; us, hurts
A sharp intake of needle cold air
A constant ache of that one missing piece
You are all that I fear I will never have
You lay beside me every night, and ever morning that follows
A ghost of all that I must fight to be

You are my dreams now

And I will never know them to come true