Not really a poem

I love the look on your face,
knowing i don't love you anymore.
the hatred in my eyes so cold,
i feel apathy sinking in
what have you done to deserve this?
why have i rejected you so?
You have hurt me so badly,
a rape i will never forget
nor shall i forgive this pain
you have caused this, the memories to come
flooding back
drowning me....

and i can't help but cry
as so many hands in my imaginary
coming back to haunt me
and i realize i don't even want to try

anymore....

Why have you done this
such and abominable act
a forced lust
pushed upon a girl
a girl who has suffered so much already
she loved you
with all her heart
and then you had to hurt her
to tear her all apart
why couldn't you just stop
as she cried for you to quit
you just couldn't fucking contain yourself
and now her mind is shattered
her body bruised
her mind slipping away
she has no sense of time
doens't care how she looks
and you can look at her and know she's dead


her heart is shattered
her soul is battered
and it is all your fault....