Fear

I fear that everything is going to change,
and that I won't be able to take it.
I fear that everyone that I love is going to leave me.
I fear that I won't be able to stop what's coming at me,
what's taking over me.
I fear that someone's going to hurt me,
or hurt my family or friends.
I fear that I'll never have a good future,
and that I'll hate life.
I fear of the simple things,
like tornadoes,
or even car accidents.
I fear of the people that are supposidly my friends,
that they actually hate and despise me.
I fear that everything that I care about,
that everything I worry about,
that everything I think about will be ruined.
I fear of dying,
and never actually living my life.
I fear killers,
murderers,
rapists,
or even strangers.
I fear the dark,
of being alone and no one to save me when I need it.
I fear things you wouldn't understand,
and I fear so many things that I don't ever know when I'll get over them.