I'm sorry.

To the ones I cast out...
I'm sorry.
I completely snapped.
I lost it all together and I didn't mean to let it get so bad.
I know you can't forgive me, some of you at least...
But I'll do anything, anything you wish,
If only too see you happy.
I don't mind if you don't forgive me,
I deserve every blow, cut and word of disdain.
I love you all so much. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.


To the loved ones of those I cast out...
I'm sorry.
I want to blame you.
Say if you hadn't have hurt them,
hurt me, it wouldn't have happened.
And maybe that's the truth.
But what I did was worse.
And all I can say is I'm sorry...
you can hit me if you want to,
yell at me, or never talk to me again...
I don't mind.
Really.
It's not a problem, but I ask you, I BEG you,
Take your anger, your pain out on me, not them.
They didn't ask for this, they didn't do anything.
Don't punish them for my mistakes.
Please, even if you can't forgive me, don't punish them...