Why
did you have to
die?
Why
did you have to
leave me alone?
Why
have I carried my anger
for so many years?
How
can I look at
myself
without seeing your
death in my own
frame?
How
can I even breath
without you?
How
have I managed to
live this long?
When
will my stony heart
crack open?
When
will the tears
finally pour freely?
When
will I lay down
my soul-shield?
Forgive me
for my anger
for my pride
for my self-reliance
all these years.
I am at the place
of surrender - finally.
I yield to You
my God.
Please
fix
me.
I trust You.
I love You.
I know You.
I worship You.
I stay in Your love
forever.
I am Yours
and that
is
enough.
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