Never Complete

my life I gave
to get to love
my heart surrendered
and flew above
my love rendered my mind
to be
blind as I became so weak

"after forever it will end"
she once pretended
now I realize and understand
my love life just cant ascend

I said I'd be OK
I said I'd understand
I said I want you to be happy
I said we can be friends
but I didn't say
what I was feeling
"please don't leave me" I was pleading
this pain I've been concealing
and I've stopped myself from revealing
that after forever
my heart will stop bleeding

today I cry
my last tears of lust
today I've realize
that I was never loved
my heart is not broken
how could it be?
you made me believe
what was deceived
you never gave love to me
how can it be broken?
if it is missing a peace
how can it be broken?
if it was never complete