All there is to me

All the moments I have cried on the inside
All the broken armor
I have to repair
The battles have rusted my blade
With blood as red
Is the demons eye
The demon inside of me
Of who I was
What I could have been
All that should have been
Nothing anymore but a broken memory
Of the man I was suppose to be
I was suppose to be the man that never frowns
That wont let the world drown
Bare the burden on my back with ease
As if I were more then any one else
But the man inside of me was hurt
Broken
Lost
Confused
Fucking messed up
Alone
Always alone
Never nothing
No home to call my own
The broken wings un my back
With the shattered  halo above
But thanks to you I had a reason to move on
I had a reason to fight once more
To be me
To come out of the shadow
Thanks to you I raised once more
And now after I lost it all
I have you to thank once again
For your memory stopped me from doing something childish