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Why do I put up withit.Not knowing that she needs me more than I need her.My life has been shit,but I think god for my life.I need to just ignore the ignorance.Why dont I it's hard to do some or should I say all of the above.Why can't she be a mom to me?I know I need to be respectful,but I just can't.I need a Fucking Mother not an People's Person!You are suppose to fucking love me so act like it.Truth be told I don't want to have kids cause I am scared I wouldn't know how to love them.I don't think my mommy showed me love.