Remnant

When you look at me with your pensive eyes,
I remember how we use to be until the remnant happened.
You always use to say that I was such a hindrance to your style,
But who could blame me for liking a guy with a magnitude such as yours.
You always use to say that I was too meticulous,
But I wanted to remember every last detail of our time together.
I miss your soothing voice and calming hands
I even miss your silly jokes.
But i realize that it is only for the best,
This remnant.
I just wished that at some point of time you would of told me how you truly felt,
Instead of leaving me guessing like you did.
Now every time I see you you have some one new,
I envy her yet loathe her at the same time.
I than realize that I am better than that,
I do not need a man to make me happy.
But they way your eyes still look so pensively at me still,
Sends me mixed signals.
Ever since the remnant.